Saturday, January 14, 2006

Slacking...

Have not been the most regular blogger lately.
Have been caught up in things this past week. Also it seems the weeks I visit w/my doctor I have a tendency not to feel comfortable blogging.
I think that whole fear of airing dirty laundry since it was so comfortable not too long ago.
I have been going through the whole process for over a month and as troublesome as this is to me it is working.
I can actually sleep without any sleep aids. (Through the night!)
I am learning how not to obsess and trying to not be compulsive.
Hard to do. I even obsess about the shape of my fingernails for Pete's sake!

Beth is back in New Orleans and definitely having some struggles there. I feel bad and powerless but unfortunately that is kind of how it is. All I can do is be there for her.

The biggest thing I have been dwelling on is the fact that one of my friends who is now finally in a relationship has just kind of written me off. Kind of sucks but I guess it was bound to happen. Right?

Well I have a 1/2 left of slacking need to go.

2 comments:

beth said...

You are not powerless, you have the power to make me feel a MILLION times better. You are the only one right now who gets where I am at, and I can't tell you how much I appreciate the fact that you just listen, and are always so good with me/to me. YAY YOU!

And I think the friend in the relationship is just a bit special is all. :) I'm sure this friend will come around. :)

Ann said...

Caprise, I am glad to hear about positive change. GREAT!