Teacher's First Field Trip

So I had my first field trip today.
It went pretty well. There was a few mishaps but nothing that couldn't be fixed.
It was nice to get out with the kids for a little while. We are also pretty lucky in that we have some great kids.
And very helpful Mom's and Dad's.
It wasn't exactly educational but they all had a very good time.

In two weeks it's time for a trip with our 3's.
That will be interesting.

I am still feeling a little blue and trying to snap out of it and be productive but my first response is to sit on the futon and feel sorry for myself.
Which frankly is ridiculous.
I am trying to be more proactive.
Starting with water aerobics on Saturday mornings.
Woo hoo.
Me in a swimsuit.
Scary!

I just need to get moving and embrace what I am doing more.
I am happy just can't seem to get past this big blob of feeling like I look horrible.
Which shouldn't matter right? But for some reason I can't let it go.
Which worries me... I am I not going to age gracefully as a result and become one of those older ladies who doesn't realize she is 60 not 40?
Or worse let myself go completely....
ugh