So I had a doctors appt. Friday morning and found out I am dilated. About a cm. which doesn't sound like a lot but a week ago I wasn't at all. And officially at 4 you are considered to be in active labor.
None of this would even phase me except Chris is traveling to Green Bay tomorrow for a family wedding leaving me here. A friend has volunteered to hang out with me but my fear is I will go into labor and Chris won't get here in time. Something I have tried to convey to him but he is just not grasping.
I have had contractions all day and have tried to be stoic about it, but I will be honest I just want to cry. I am so afraid my husband is going to miss this and for what? A cousin's wedding? I love my spouse dearly but there are times he just doesn't get it. Case in point. :)
And of course my Mom is freaking out because she flies in on Sunday and is not comfortable with me being sans my husband for that long.
But what is a pregnant lady to do? Grin and bear it. Or in my case during the last few hours grit and bear it.
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