Gabby Grace has literally become my little beacon in all this gloom and doom I have been feeling lately. She is simply amazing. She smiles when she sees me and hears my voice now. It is the most overwhelming feeling in the world. I literally run downstairs to the daycare when 11:30 rolls around during the work week. She has become my everything and I think initially I was really afraid of this happening, now I am starting to embrace it.
Chris and I are still working through some issues but the wonderful and terrible thing about my husband - he is stubborn. His stubbornness and refusal to give up has been a driver in us dealing with things we threw under the proverbial rug. I did finally say goodbye to the radio station, which is very bittersweet but right now is what needs to be done.
I have had some great talks with Beth, my friend Sarah, and my Mom. All three have been reminding me my emotions are OK and normal. I forget that sometimes because I get guilt when I think I might be behaving in a way that is selfish.
I know this will all work itself out, life always does. Besides I have a terrific reason for sorting through things - Double G.
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