So today was my first day back in the real world.
It was a little rough and I had a few moments of wanting to run not walk away from a couple of situations today. As well as tell a couple of people where to go.
In the process of it all my friend Beth had her birthday slash going away party. It was so good to see everyone. In knowing Beth as long as I have we have come to have a lot of mutual friends. All of whom are wonderful. Of course they know Beth. However I think I put my foot in it w/one of them tonight. One of our dear friends used to work for Clear Channel. It goes without saying they treated her poorly - well now I am talking to one of their PD's about working there part time. I mentioned it to her tonight and I could see right away that was a mistake. My biggest fear is that she would run into someone and they would tell her. I just couldn't let that happen. I didn't mean to hurt her feelings but I think I did. I just feel like lately I can't get much right. You know?
Maybe it is all the emotion left over from the past week.
Still not ready to let loose about that yet.
I should but I can't.
Chris has heard most of it and Beth a big chunk.
I just have never lost someone I was this close to before. It feels kind of raw. I am also very worried about my Grandpa. They were married for 53 yrs. 53! I can't imagine.
I worry he is not going to know what to with himself.
I suppose I should redirect my worry toward getting ready for bed.
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Thanks for coming last night lady, and for the beauuuutiful ring and also for WOO PIG SOOIE! Which I yelled for the rest of the evening, no lie. Love it!
I'm so happy you were able to fit a little bit of "happy" in with the sad. :) I ended up being there until 12:30...oh my.
BIG HUGS!
One day at a time. There's no rush. Besides, there's no one on the internet that expects you to spill you emotional guts for the entire pleanet to read.
Lean on who you need to. We'll be here to read and comment on the rest of your days.
ken
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