Guilt does crazy things to people.
Worrying about what people think does the same.
Society doesn't help much either.
Certain things can not be solved by saying just cheer up or pick yourself up by your bootstraps and chin up, etc....
Unfortunately sometimes there isn't a wonder drug.
We don't tell people who have diabetes to just get better, we say take care of yourself, change your diet, have you seen your doctor?
We are very concerned.
When it is depression we tend to think you can just make it go away. There must have been something horrible in your past to make you this way.
I wish I could and that there was. It would make all of this make a lot more sense to me then it does.
To those I love I am sorry if you can't understand or I may have made you feel bad. Right now this is just me. I am doing what I can but unfortunately right now it is not enough.
I know I will get better, just think it is going to get worse first.
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You have a great deal of courage. You will do your best. You can ask no more of yourself than what you are doing.
Caprise,
I've been this road myself and time or two or three and sympathize. Depression isn't something you can just "get over" although it feels like you should be able to.
You will feel better--not today and maybe not next week, but you will and will feel the better for it. (I know, sounds crazy, but I've been called worse!) Sinding good vibes and karma your way...
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