So there are some positives and negatives regarding the process I am going through. Positive I am feeling better. Positive my appetite is lower. Positive I do not cry for no apparent reason. Positive I am up early in the morning on the weekends. (It is amazing what you can get done at 8 AM!)
Negative I am up in the morning on the weekends. Negative I wake up every 2 hours like clockwork. Negative really nothing tastes good but chocolate. Some of you would say that is a positive. (50/50 on that one). Negative about 8 pm I wind down. (The wonder drug is only 12 hours!)
So I am surviving on about 4 hrs of sleep lately. Luckily I am married to a saint who believes napping is not a big deal.
It is a struggle but I am discovering and returning to things that use to make me happy. If you need some jewelry let me know - that is my new obsession!!!
My part time job helps a lot - it is amazing how carthartic a few hours of 70's and 80's music can be. Even if sometimes it makes me say "What the?!"
I am getting there kids and it feels good.
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Caprise,
So glad to hear you are feeling better! It is a slow process, but it will work. Heard you on the radio last week and you sounded great!
Amy Bee
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