So Thursday I am having coffee with an old friend from high school. I have not seen this person for seriously almost 10 yrs.! I am a little nervous. Not even sure why, kind of silly really. She has been beyond helpful with baby advice as she is a Mom herself. And she reached out to me. Not sure why the nerves. I think it all hark ens back to my self confidence issues. For some stupid reason I tie a lot of my worth into what others will think of me. You would think at 35 I could let that go. I guess old, bad habits die hard. Normally I go through my day not caring and being pretty content.
So why can't I do that now? Especially when right now is probably the happiest I have ever been aside from the whole not sleeping much. I really miss sleeping in my bed. :) I look forward to Gabrielle sleeping in her crib and not her bouncer or car seat! But hey at least she is sleeping.
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hope you had a fun coffee date today!
Sometimes we fall back into the roles that we had with people when we knew them... an easy thing to do, kind of like we do with our siblings. Let yourself be who you are... not who you were. Hope it was cool. I have friends from all phases of my life... each friendship is unique and different. Sometimes it's cool to be who you were then. That's what cool about old friendships.
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