Sunday, October 10, 2004

A Little Empty...

So I quit my part time job last night.
I was supposed to work two more weeks but after being harassed about going to the wake of my boss's Dad. I felt enough was enough.
I don't need to explain why I can't work or why I need to have my hours adjusted. I am not a child. I was all set to go in and tell my boss this in person however she had taken off for the night, forcing one of the other managers from another location to cover.
Ironic?
hmmm
I don't care. So I left a copy of the obit w/a post it saying I would not be returning.
It's amazing retail stores are able to staff anyone. I knew everyone's business because our manager has a huge month. As an HR person it frightens me how much she tells other people.
She is a few more blabs away from a call from the Equal Rights commission.
Luckily not my problem.

My bigger problem is feeling empty.
I am not digging my job too much anymore. A lot is changing and I am a little concerned about my stability. What sucks is I know I want to go back to school but to do that would mean debt we can't afford.
It doesn't seem fair. I finally know what I want to be and I can't afford to do it.
I want to teach, I want to work with kids and I can't even afford it.
Was so much easier when I didn't have a car payment. :)
Oh well... something will change I am sure.
Just need to figure out how.

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