Neglect - full

Of my blog - which doesn't bode well for me because I have signed on to try and write a novel during the month of November.
I am such a nerd.

Life has been a little stressful this week.
We have had to face up to some things we didn't want to deal with.
Like:
We probably will not be able to purchase a house for sometime....
We have to spend the holidays away from our families as they don't live anywhere nearby
We are poor
We are poor
Did I mention we are poor?

On a more personal note - I have had it repeatedly pounded into my head via my doctor that in order to be a Mom in the future I need to loose at least 40 lbs.
And oh yes because of the ticker I gots to have a C section.
Which in theory since I am kind of wimp sounds great but people I already have about 6 scars on my person - do I really need more?
And 40lbs?! Good god - I likes to eat oh how I love it.
My favorite exercise is laying in the big bed reading a good book.
But hey when you decide you want to be a parent - certain sacrifices have to be made.
I just hope I am able to do it all 'cause I will tell you a secret... I really want to be a Mom.